Say It Once, Make It Fresh.
Him, My Brutha.
Just so everyone knows, i'm not close to my big brother. Well, he's a year older & why is he the topic of entry? Is because of this! Following trend blindly. In this case here, its not so much of a trend. Let me share a little about how he got my fullest attention about his changes over the time. At first, he was into what they call "SKA". That, thanks alot to his friends who teaches him that! "-___________- " Ajar kawan bende-bende yang tak berfaedah. Bole blah! "
Later, he stops because his friends stopped, too? Ah, you see. Isn't that following trend blindly? You can say " Well, thats totally his problem whaaaattt. Why are you so agitated! ". Since ya're his friends who does the same thing as him, let me talk it back to your face. " Have you stayed under one roof with him? Have you been his sister? Answer that for me, nicely please. " Its hurting to know that my brother is being badmouthed at, because of his style, which isn't his! Its worst that those people are my friends too! Its weird to know that i kinda agree with them, though! UGHHHH, please.
Now now, he is following the trend of a Bboy. Does he have any idea that before dressing like one, you have to be one? Like for real, being one? Does he have any idea that Dickies is one brand that i've been using for dance performances & how much i dug out my piggybank to have `em? Whilst my brother, he bought it like pieces, right after he got his work pay. Ever wonder why that brand 'Dickies'? Take a goooodddd look at his friends around him. Some outstanding ones would be my dance crew. What are they wearing? You said it! Dickies, baby! Dickies!!
What i honestly can judge from all this, he doesn't know that he can go bankrupt one fine day. Also, he will dislike breakdancing if my dance crew don't dance or if the dancers out there, don't dance anymore. Do you really think if the HipHop dancers don't do hiphop anymore & does ballet, my brother will do ballet as well? Do you think he will buy those tights & ballet shoes, doing pointe?
I think he is not using his brain, & i wish one day, he'll be the guy he really is. Phewwww!
Chingay & posting results tomorrow! Good luck, people!Labels: headsay
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So its Latin Breakbeats.
This evening shall be my last dance training for Chingay & you bet, i'll miss it. " Anticipate whats next! " Alot has been learnt from Chingay 2009. Both the easy & tough manner, from air-conditioned auditorium to super scorching burning hot hot heat from the sun. from being on time at People Association building to jaywalking across the road + going 7-11 stall first, before going for training, with the time saying " Do you know that you are fucking 20mins late for the training? " from Nasi Lemak to Ben&Jerry's ice cream. ( Yes, please envy. We are soooo awesomely taken care of. Just us. Not the other float contigents. )
& i know this is dumb, but i just realised that my Chingay preview clashes with my posting results. " So, nak ketawe ke nak nangis? ", which means " Gna laugh or gna cry? ". Its actually no pressure about that, its just.. I bet my handphone will be sleeping in my bag the whole day, that day. Think about it, at least it'll be a surprise. (winks) Another scary surprise, just like the release of O'Levels results. I was totally scared, seated in the hall, buttttt my mouth just keep watering details. People finds it entertaining! Thank you. HAHAHAHAH.
On a personal note, i've actually screwed up a few things this week.. 1) Chingay tickets. - Supposedly, i have to pass those to a friend. Where is it? "-______________- 2) My hair. - Yes, it is soft. how can i not touch it, like all the time? I wasn't suppose to, actually. It'll get messed up more. I'll work on that. " Don't touch or your hair will fall strand by strand. " Mampos! Ain't that scary? Brrrr~ 3) Blisters on my foot. - Plasters after plasters. From cheap ones to expensive ones. Its gna stay with me, its gna stay. =(
& what i felt there's an urge to work on? My bones! Not that its weak, but i somehow feel its fragile? Or is it i'm doing things that has waaaaaaayyy too many ground safety in the history that i overlooked. (finger crossed) HL or Dairymilk? Whateveeeerrrrr! "-______________-
You'll have a way with me.
Labels: stagnant wind.
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I gotta, yes, I gotta.
411's caaaallinggg! Because Chingay 2009 is exactly in 4 days' time. I am gna miss the " wake up on the early saturday morning with short, slippers, bagpack, snowcap, sleepy eyes" or " lazy fatty gotta go for dance on wednesday evening & back home at midnight, feeling tired. ". Oh, i am totally aware about the price of 1 Chingay ticket. Tskk tskk! :O I got 2 free Chingay tickets & 2 tickets to 'City Alive'. Buuuuttt i gave it away, just 2 days ago. =D Supposedly, good things just come by so fast, don't they? HAHAHAH. & sadly, the location, the directions of how Chingay's gna work on that day.. Its upmost the scariest thing ever! "I gotta be flexible with any atmosphere. I gotta learn, i gotta learn."
The weather's been sucha great lullaby. So windy, so cooling, too chilling! Hahah, you bet its a torture to my spinee. When it gets too cold, i just get the knife-stabbing effect on my back. UGHHH. >.< I had an awesome sunday, yesterday. Probably i was hella busy, travelling all these while, i freaked out, seeing exceptionally many indians around. Like everywhere! Overly freakin' out such that the reason for that is because "Sunday is an off-day, my dear. " hasn't really knock sense into my brain. "-____________-
Speaking of GFs, i'd wonder if we girls could still stick around with each other. Of course, many girls put together to form one biggggg heart. (Aaawww.) Now that we're all sorta seperated. Well, linsay is definitely the first aunty who MIA without hesitation! Its seriously frustrating that i can't get through to her, in many ways. Annoying aunty. (banging the table) This conversation is very distinctive in my mind, for long up till now.
" Ehh, don't change your hp number, ok girls? " " Ahh yes yes. Pleaseee! Don't change. Even if so, must update with one another. " Well, of course, some of us, just gave that look & stick around, listening to the conversation. Aunties uttering the most common so-much-of-a-forever-kinda-thing. Puhh-leaseeeee. "-__________-
Then, 3 things that totally made my sunday, yesterday.
1) A day with no sun, at all! Probably its just the singaporeans-just-felt-super-amazed-seeing-snow flakes kinda thing. HAHAHAH, & it certainly put some people into a serious hibernation. :O
2) Enterring into grand places which totally didn't seem to me that i'll even step into that building one fine day. But i did, yesterday! Fullerton hotel, Riverside Point.. Not forgetting the windy swaying feeling which practically stayed by me the whoooole day, made my day.
3) Puts make up on a cute guy. Ah huhh, you are reading it! Its trueeee. I got to do that! I know i know, which cute guy would allow a girl to literally destroy the cool, right? Wellllll.. I'm just too lucky, as compared to you.
Ain't much of a girly make-up on his face `cause i was laughing the wholeee time. Its really hard ta hold back those laughters which totally can't wait to burst out. =DDDDD Makciks! Guess whoooo? Go, tag the answers! Unfortunately, Mr sissy here placed down some ground rules before anything. NO FULL-FACE PICTURE TO BE POSTED. (winks) He knows i'm mischievous, i'm totally sly but you can count on me. =P
Happy Chinese New Year, people! Stick around. This blog is getting reaaaally boring. Not when Chingay's coming!Labels: head over heels
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Everything went totally wrong tonight! OMGOMGOMG. :O Alrigggghhhtt. I'm shocked, dumb-founded, crazy, lost, hundred of "OMGGGG!! " in my head. What went wrong? With you! With me! With all of us! Never chats with anyone on MSN if you are feeling odd. Please! Take that precaution, its true. Try it, feel the outcome. UGHHHH. )=)=)=)=
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Devastating like this.
Its awesome to be well-known. Its glorious to be well-liked! Some thing needs to be tested, a thing that impressions ain't much an accuracy. But sometimes, i'd rather be with someone i truly like, than being with someone who can give me everything i'd always needed. Since the grey days, people believe that good things comes when you wait. Unfortunately, this thing might not even come real. So, don't you wait for love, for as far as i'm concern. Its somewhat indirectly forcing a feeling out of the heart. Serious. Think about it.
As i was walking home after dance prac just now, when i alighted the bus, i was listening to the song " I'd rather. " I'm not sure who sang it, `cuz Ahza sent it to soothe my ears. HAHAHAH! =P His intention was to put me to sleep, if i could recall correctly. Anywayyyyy.. That song, it got me thinking about how things are like, for me, at this very moment. How much people would have feel that i'm a nice person, i'm sorry for overtaking the role of a magnet. " I'm a human magnet! " "-_____________- I superly appreciates every single love from anyone like my friends, acquaintances. I can't type it down about how the feeling is, but its something i cannot replace with tickets to England, no matter what. Perhaps being rejected as a lover is super hurtful, is it? I don't know. One thing i for sure can confirm its fact! Is that rejecting a love, isn't intentional. Its honesty from deep within. Serious. Thus, never blame the 'rejector' who pushes away the whole-hearted love you're ready to give. Never, okay? Good people. =)
This may appears to be a random thing, but i'm in a state where i must think wisely, honestly, & carefully, in making a decision. May hurt, which i am still thinking about the outcome if ever i chose that ONE decision. I wanna be.. You know. Harmless, in making a move. Its gna involve feelings, & its something a day, by right, isn't enough to think carefully about something. If you're a nice person, i'm sure no nice person wants anyone to have a pinch of devastation. Ahhh, now i've got to say this. " Nobody is perfect in this world. ". "-_____- No joke, even if i've said it, it still sounded stupid & silly to me. :O Gaaaahhh! Lets put a time-out to that for today. I'm kinda beat, actually. Tired mentally. Not saying that i'm moody today but.. (lost for words)
Lets watch 'Army Daze' again, shall we? We shall. =(Labels: airhead
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Singapore Botanical Garden.
Of course, there's more photos to post it up here, but somehow sending photos from the photographer is somewhat partially a failure. Since the pictures spared my fingers typing watering details, i can't say much already.
Buttttt doing those freezes under hot scorching sun & rough rocky surface, it really gaves me a heavy headache, bad stomach & a twisted body. :( I'm glad its done & how happy i am to watch those photos. HAHAH! Its of no pressure while doing it but, one advice! (more like a lesson learnt, actually.) Do eat before doing such things. Be it just fooling around or playing a sport. The sun is a natural killer to weak bodies & empty stomach.
Damn, i came to realise that tomorrow is a Saturday. Thus, there'll be Chingay training in the morning, allllll the way till late afternoon. I need a goooooddd sleep now. Hope i ain't late AGAIN. "-_- Labels: giddy
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(LAUGHS) For what is worth, i've upgraded my Photoscape. So now its 'Photoscape V3.3'. Anyway, these days.. I've been having weird dreams. Each & everyday since last 4 days? I still remember. The first night, i dreamt of having 6 fingers. Its scary when you actually woke up, having to count your fingers. "-_- Second night, is a wedding night with my friend's family. What makes it worst, is that, that family belongs to Makcik Biadap, Ms Alus. Then yesterday, i dreamt of a friend who stole my laptop at Chua Chu Kang LRT station.
Perhaps, i'm fatigue. Who's not! Chingay practice drags itself waaaayy beyond its limitation yesterday night. " Mane bole, kan? " But whats awesome, that training was the third last, i believe. & speaking of Chingay! Almost forgot. As a participant in the Chingay PAYM, i'll be getting 2 tickets for free, to go & watch Chingay live, seated. For those who appreciates the arts & culture, you might be interested in watching this, live. Television is too far to feel the atmosphere. HAHAHAH! & tickets to watch 'City Alive' as well, i suppose. (Damn it i'm not 18 years old & above. I wna watch that dance competition!)
Right now, wearing a black Mango long sleeve shirt, white shorts, sandals, snowcap, i'm waiting for a friend to go out & eat lunch with me. Oh! I lost weight, have ya hearddddd? :D Bet ya not interested. Ass, you people. & i'm taller now. I think i've reached the average height of most adults in Singapore. Too tall for my age as a young lady? JEALOUS! :P
For your info, this is the new skin that i've applied. Believe me, its haaaard to find skins like this now. I spend hours finding a suitable one that appealing to my eyes. "-_- Very penat, actually. I'll leave it like this for now, get back reaaalll soon. Good day, people.
I totally misses breakdancing. Shesshhh! & sairi the babi is a perosak laptop orang due to jealousy. His laptop is stucked in the dreams. Can't get it out into the world of reality. "Take it easy, babi. You'll have it soon. "
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I've been missing alotttt of updates here, didn't i? But ya guys should know whats new on my side? Firstly, i got myself a laptop! (Cheers,baby!) Its fully-equipped with gadgets, all built-in. & without my daddy, this laptop ain't possible at all! Love dad soooo much. The day i bought this laptop was the first few times i met him in person. :O Oh well..
I'm currently in the library `cuz mum haven't bought me the internet connection for me to surf at home. Tonight, i suppose i'll get it! (She'll delay the buying like the world forgot about it. Whatever, mama!) Anywayyyy i totally wna change my blogskin. It looks cool at first look but its been a while. Kinda boring isn't it? I really have nothing much ta say right now, `cuz i'm worried about my battery life. An uncle who's currently seated in front of me stole the powerpoint like his skin is thicker than the bull! Grrrr~ We'll see how i'm moving on from here. :) But by the way, Chingay is neaaarrrringgggg! If ya're rich enough, get the comforts & buy the tickets!
I've been on holidays for months & i'm gna whine months more about how fat i'm gna feel now.
Labels: finally
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Its not easy to dance in that costume for sure, & this bee is definitely me. Very difficult to wear those 'boots', & very troublesome to handle the costume safely when ya're dancing with it. Its not heavy, just very bulky & pretty cute, actually. :) Except for that annoying headgear!
411! I did rather well for my O's. & stop asking. To ask means to be aware & thus, it also means concern. I'm fine with my results, i'm going anywhere i could go, i'm great, thank you. Ah yes, i am definitely having a big headache to choose my courses. Guess i'll take hours for that.
I'll show you some pictures of me soon & trust me, i'm transforming into a bunny. "-_- SEXY WHOTTT BUNNY! HAHAH!
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