Sometimes i don't mean it when i say i hated someone because hate is a strong bold word.
I alwaaaaaays mean it when i say i like someone. =)
They say i'm always very kind & soft spoken, could you have been smarter not to treat kindness as a weakness, one wouldn't be a monster or a knife that kills.
Karma always has its toll, & a year older means a year wiser, more or less, try to mind your own business.
All of the above are such random thoughts of mine, but i hope it made some changes in you because getting insult indirectly, is the same as getting insult face to face. Say, hate tagging. Everyone knows its a last season game. So why play? Only you know that you're insulted for your bad behaviour, why carry the guilt?
I'm definitely not all perfect but i'm sure i've never did any hate taggings before. I tag using my real name, leaving my site behind. You have to agree that because of that, i'm better than you in some ways, up to this point.
Sarcasm is not always good, I mean its never good, actually. (HAHAHAHA)
I'm guilty of sarcasm which most of the time, i admit i mean harm. But you see, i don't use vulgarities to hit someone at its bull eyes. You'll probably say my sarcasm is juvenile but i think at the end of the day, the 'victims' deserve to smile.
You know what i hate?
Being sarcastic which doesn't balance out any logic. Most of the time, people meant it as a joke, but i think its annoying. No, actually i don't really mind but times when i don't expect such responds, yes, its annoying.
Anywayyy, its gonna seem like i'm just filling up the spaces above, but coming down on one truth, i think i really miss that soldier alot. He may not get what he wants from me, hopes from me, but i really care about him. He questions me alot when i say i do (L) him, do i hold the 'playful girl' title in your mind?
Actually, i really don't know what i should do about thing whole thing but i know, i love him & he loves me.
Right now, i wanna agree that NS do take those guys' life away, & simultaneously, hurt those other people indirectly. You know i'm smart, that i really don't blame those guys.
Poor guys. =(
Till the next time i have something to say!
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Say It Once, Make It Fresh.
Him, My Brutha.
Just so everyone knows, i'm not close to my big brother. Well, he's a year older & why is he the topic of entry? Is because of this! Following trend blindly. In this case here, its not so much of a trend. Let me share a little about how he got my fullest attention about his changes over the time. At first, he was into what they call "SKA". That, thanks alot to his friends who teaches him that! "-___________-
" Ajar kawan bende-bende yang tak berfaedah. Bole blah! "
Later, he stops because his friends stopped, too? Ah, you see. Isn't that following trend blindly?
You can say " Well, thats totally his problem whaaaattt. Why are you so agitated! ". Since ya're his friends who does the same thing as him, let me talk it back to your face. " Have you stayed under one roof with him? Have you been his sister? Answer that for me, nicely please. "
Its hurting to know that my brother is being badmouthed at, because of his style, which isn't his! Its worst that those people are my friends too!
Its weird to know that i kinda agree with them, though!
UGHHHH, please.
Now now, he is following the trend of a Bboy. Does he have any idea that before dressing like one, you have to be one? Like for real, being one? Does he have any idea that Dickies is one brand that i've been using for dance performances & how much i dug out my piggybank to have `em? Whilst my brother, he bought it like pieces, right after he got his work pay. Ever wonder why that brand 'Dickies'? Take a goooodddd look at his friends around him. Some outstanding ones would be my dance crew. What are they wearing? You said it! Dickies, baby! Dickies!!
What i honestly can judge from all this, he doesn't know that he can go bankrupt one fine day. Also, he will dislike breakdancing if my dance crew don't dance or if the dancers out there, don't dance anymore.
Do you really think if the HipHop dancers don't do hiphop anymore & does ballet, my brother will do ballet as well? Do you think he will buy those tights & ballet shoes, doing pointe?
I think he is not using his brain, & i wish one day, he'll be the guy he really is. Phewwww!
Chingay & posting results tomorrow! Good luck, people!Labels: headsay
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