Tell me if i'm wrong. Tell me if i've hurt these people. Take a look at the list below.
I need to know, they say truth hurts? I'm back to ONLY pleasing people. Do not care about myself? Selfless, in disguise being hurt, actually?
I know that is bad, to be selfless in that state. Sometimes, that is still the best way to smile at then end of the day, right? :(
Jamie Victoria Guna, My Superwoman.
- I answered her call, late by 10minutes because i was busy 'repairing' my web publishing codes. But i called back after that, as soon as possible. I feel bad because she sounds moodless & depreciated. I didn't mean it. I know being busy should not be a reason. I seek your understanding, J. :(
- I haven't been meeting her even a minute every other day because i was too busy with CA2 assignments. 4 module assigments in a week? Not easy at all. Very very very hard, tell me you felt it before. Because you wouldn't understanding me if you hadn't had it. By the look of it, it is still not accurate enough to judge my situation.
- I didn't accompany her to Track & Field trainings. Though i promised to, i still break it. Damn media school, i'm seriously too busy.
I'm really sorry though. :( You know, if i had to cancel some plans, that is the most logical thing i should do, at some point. I just can't be there for you sometimes. Still, i beg for an apology.
My man
I really have got nothing to say to you, but i still beg for an apology for whatever you felt i was wrong.
I'm really really sorry. :(
Jian Han, My Classmate.
I'm sorry i didn't do your survey because i wasn't even stable myself, right now. At least your website is working normally. Not mine, darling. Mine is fucked up! & little did i know, i handed in a fucked up piece!
How bad can my fate be? I seek for your understanding. But still, i'm really sorry for ignoring your 'helplessly wanting some help' favour. :(
I'm really sorry.
I kind of don't know who else to apologise, but i know, i haven't been nice. I can't be nice this week. I'm not even being nice to myself. Pleaseeeee. Leave me alone.
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