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So, Suntec Dance was alright, isn't it? Yes yes! The hype might not be there yet, i can't wait for more! But most importantly, i finally got to meet the darlings! Ever so cheerful, ever so lovely. Not to mention, my circle of friends actually widen that day. *eyebrow goes up & down* Pictures have been posted up on Facebook. I was just a photographer that day. It sure cheers alot of people up.
& also, i'm gonna catch the next episode of Singapore Idol! Cause you know why? One of the top 24 in Singapore Idol, made friends with me yesterday during Suntec Dance! She might have been expecting me to know who she is, but i'm sorry i don't follow up. Hahaha.. It was nice knowing her, unfortunately, i couldn't get her name. " I'll find your name, lady. I will. & all the best for your idol! " This lady is awesome, because she is the first caucasion that speaks singlish. =) She asked me if i could dance. She admitted that she can't dance at all. She sings, & you know.. She wonders if i have any friends who entered the idol, so she went, " Well, you have one now. " She rocks! Follow up idol already! Hahahaha..
My busy days are finally over & done with. Moving on with the next semester in school, i'm gonna do good in it. But so far, school's been awesome. Serious. No more skipping lectures too! Irresistable.
I just wanted to admit that it was a pure coincidence for knowing this soldier here. I haven't been feeling good with him these days. Another darling soldier adviced me saying, " NS really shake relationships alot. Call me. " Thats Bukhari, by the way. No one else wants me to call them 24/7, but him. (Laughs) Anyway, i really do not know about myself at this point of time. I haven't been a good girlfriend, you know. Whatever is wrong with me. I know, its all about those National Service irritants, but i behave as though i refuse to understand that.
I look hard at myself, after such a long time, Ms Perfect No More Perfect? But i'm glad, that i am no longer a piece of perfection. Only then i feel like a human. Or not, i would have been a partygirl all my life! I do not know what i'm saying. I really love this soldier. Enough said.
Like after so long, only now i realise that, there's a few things i do not like about myself. Being unhappy with yourself, is sick.
I'm taking it easy. First thing to do, is to wake up, & smile. Its not crazy, it might help? =)
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