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I've been told that you won't get to keep what you have, forever, because its not up to you to decide. Gladly or sadly, it is something i just have to understand that, it is just the way it is. But this something that i still keep with me, i'm gonna just keep wanting to keep it, all for myself, even if something would just have to snatch it away from me. I can't let this something go, i love it. Too much, wayyyy too much that even if that something has to be away for only one day, it cost my tears. See how meaningful that something is, to me? Just this one thing alone, nothing else.
Could dreams be turned into Dejavu, when you don't need it? Could one control its movement? Because really, if one could get mad at me about the dream i had, it seems like dreams tell future. Grossssss~ No way, mannnn. Anyway, i really miss dancing alot. Fats are just clinging on me like hooks, its disgusting, really. What more, when i'm not much different from a pig, its just like asking a mannequin to move. Absolutely not moving, of course. I wanna go swimming alot, soon. Because being out in the streets, aimlessly walking & planning, nonsense stuff. On the other hand, i shall control my diet again! Like eating as much as a baby? Boyfriend's gonna kill me if he finds out. Or worst, my bestfriend. Oh, good news! She isn't sick anymore! A minute ago, i chatted with her when she told me that she's at her work place. =D
Alternatively, do wishes come true? Or do god grant wishes immediately? Because i want my boyfriend back, to me. Please? =(
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