" & they knock you down, just keep back up, when they knock you down. "
There's a few things i haven't managed to get over with. & probably your help might be greatly appreciated.
Firstly, i've finally chose to belong to Mr NS Man because i can't forever be dating a thousand guys monthly, that just makes me a bitch. Or perhaps not, because that can be fun, i admit but come to think of it, thats what i think. What about the guy's? Who knows. (shrugs) So, i've stop playing games. My all-time hero, charming Bukhari, use to tell me this.. (Because he also dates alot like me. But things are more complicated for him, but nevermind that.)
" You know i want you to do. It to just date. Date alottttt, different guys all the time, so that you can see & learn the different characters. & finally chose what you want. You won't get true love when you're not working as a status. Till then, its just another relationship for instant. "
Now, what do you think about that? Is he making sense? He alwayssssss do make sense, but the thing is, he do things we people don't do, because he's a crazy nurse. Yesterday, he called me to say, " Nad. Sorry. Semalam i takde kerje in camp, me & my bunk mates drank 10 scoops of cough syrup with root beer. Syioooooooooooook, babeeeee. " How sick is that?!
Okayyyy, so yesterday, its a big unlucky day for me. The day all DDM students rushes thru their assignment like for me, my web publishing. I'd thought i could get it over & done with, yesterday? But damn my fucked up stepdad who switches off the modem & there goes my assignment, & also there goes my tears, sleeping with deep worries but now that i'm up fresh, i'm gonna rush. I didn't plan to go classes today, i'll come to school, only to submit this shit.
Till then, keep in touch.
Love, N.
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