I only felt awesome the past few days, i'm down there againnnn. The difference between you & me is, i don't squat down or looks down if i'm sad. I do zillion things in an hour if i'm feeling down. The problem with me is, i don't really speak up. I shoot people all over, innocently, my bestfriend especially. What bestfriend has to be like, she never utter a word back. She eats my sorrows!
You know, i never really loved someone so much, that its really hard to let go. Honestly, or sadly, its my first time. Oh hohhhh, how does it feel like? Make me learn, i haven't had any.
Now i feel a tinge of it, its freaking me out, a little. This is weirddddd, coming from me.
I need a breather. A friend. Or.. Nobody. Blerghhh~
What am i saying. -______-
Darlinggggg, if my bestfriend Jamie is too busy for me, i'm counting on you. Alot. But if you're busy too?
__________________________________(fill in the blank, sweetie.)
Lots of love! N.
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