When the clouds are all departed, you'll be right here with me.
I see myself constantly stumbling over the same old thing, a cycle back to square one, over & over again. I say, at times i loved the fact that i'm experiencing such moments while others had none. Apparently, when something is meant to be temporary for the time being, but you are so caught up & head over heels about it, you end up dreaming wonders that might/might not happen. Sadly, that has been a cycle in me. Whats good to know, is that i can be the one controlling the cycle, but i would past something i don't wish to own, when it comes to me as a gift. Supposedly, it seemed like i'm acting foolishly about it, but really, why would i take something i don't want to own? (Feels that i'm beginning to think that all those choices i made, its the right thing. ) =)
Then again, its vice versa. One choice made will affect the other. (Yadaaa yadaaa, blabber blabber blabberrr~ ) Nevertheless, i'm blessed, & when time continue ticking, & days will past, i'm gonna wait till i find something, so right, so real, for me, & only for me? Only then i'll keep it like its mine always, & not a fact that any of you could share it. (I can't wait! You heard that! I can't wait! Its been long. ) Proud to say that i widen my circle of friends faster than the time taken for you to produce the answer of 'What are the different ways of reproduction?' =D I'm definitely feeling alot better after this, alot alot better.
& oh, when something comes your way, & you think its gonna stay, don't be too sure just yet. Trust me, this helps.
Will update you about my weekend this week (4th & 5th April) after i come back from camp, or at least, after i've gathered all the memorable pictures of my handsome birthday boy's party. XOXO! Labels: finally made it clear.
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