 I've tried not to be so cold but you're just an annoyance at times, all the time now.
I'm telling you, DSLR camera is beyond awesome fun. How do you explain 30shots in 20mins of playing around with it. For real, its top-notch awesomeness. Don't wanna update too much cause its gonna look like a bunch of mess, but i'm not so sure about my body condition nowadays. Headache attacks all of sudden, in addition a minute of blurry vision? Me, worried? Should i? ): Its definitely uncomfortable, but keep me strong till the weekdays end, pleaseeee. I need that, pretty much.
& i'm gonna practice on my rhymes already.
Somehow, we're so comfortable with each other, such strong trust we decide, though we're only 2 people exchanging numbers randomly, at the beginning. Labels: lazy, lethargic., restless, tired
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I've grown to love my blog once more, & i bet you guys are at your own old habit of not letting the blogger know of your presence? Ah, forget it.
Did i tell you i lost my phone ytd? (280409) What luck, i got it back the next day. :D Yesss, silly yet lucky. But i do know it was passed around for quite some time. Overnight, i believe more than 3 people molested my handphone!
& when i claimed it back from the girl who kept my phone, she told me that Fazzy did some help too.
" Fazzy crazy, thanks alot for the help. Really, it mean alot to me. That phone, i mean. You always make me awed. "
:D
Nevertheless, few others whom i don't know, you know who you are, i just have to thank you all.
Subsequently, to those who admit they are the girl whom found my phone. (Seriously, even the guys owned up as a lady because of that. HAHAHAHA! Joke!)
Picture blog now!
So nicely taken & well-prepared.
I tell you, even though the 'ideas & enterprise' module got us an interesting cutely bald lecturer, being seated at the back of the room just beats it.
 HA-HA!
MONKEY FACE! We like this alot right, Lilin? (laughs)
Wannabe paparazzi shot, & i like it when something unglam was captured. Moral of the story : Be extra careful when you are webcam-ing with me. Nevertheless, you'll grow famous-ier overnight, though. Whats there to lose then!
& i've had enough.
Hopefully i'm doing good academically, even though nothing really started yet to prove so, i've been good. 3D animation module is as tough as.. Should i say, wondering what to wear to school? *shrugs* -_________-
If you are awed by this, i wanna thank you for understanding me. HAHAHAHAHA! This is bullshit i must say. More of a freehand item, just by using the 'extruding' method from a decent squarebox.
I fell down from the stairs in a rainy day, i slided down from the top to the bottom, bet you can't do that.
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Why am i fat?
Or should i say, fleshy?
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I did this! Its part of my STSB homework for the week. Aren't you proud of me? Plainly HTML codes & i'm getting real good at this.
=D
& 7th May is drawing near, it also means Lollipop @ Zouk!
Being part of DMIT is really awesome although i must admit that classes held between 2 blocks front & back of each other is a bore. "-_____-
Nevertheless, i'm elated about everything! Hope to see Sports Club, DMIT club & particularly, my Maori (Sports Club) & Carnage (DMIT club).
See you there, all!
As for me, i'm gonna be there with my bestfriend! But since she lost her handphone yesterday (24th April), i'm starting to wonder if ever things get complicated, how am i gonna reach out to her?
)=
Because i'm trying to drown myself totally in my course, & i did it.
Don't you just wanna kiss this lady here.
XOXO!Labels: excited.
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Extremely elated about your course? I've fully loved my course & i've never regretted one bit.
For your info, i'm in Diploma In Digital Media (DDM). Do i look like i even want to go ITE because one thing for sure, its an extremely long journey to University, you know? I do heard some of my dumb juniors in GSS passing stupid shit remarks about my education path after secondary education.
SINGAPORE POLYTECHNICS OKAY, ASSHOLES?
Good.
I've a thousand words to make you regret your course, though. (Laughs) I admit that i wanted to be part of the science school, actually. "-________-
But its no regrets now.
P.S : Smooth seas, Mark koh! =D
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" I'm gonna love my course so much i'll make you envy of my works. "
Yesyes, keep me sane please? 2 days in the different classes, i have nothing much to comment but i suppose, pure fun will dug itself out?
=DDDD
Am doing a homework that i see no endings. HAHAHAHAHAH. I'll finish it soon. (((:
& hello motherfuckers, i'm beginning to read COMICS like tales of Vesperia?! Yessss, laugh at me now. Labels: pleased.
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I just wanna clear my mind right now totally, & anonymously naming each one of you truly helps. Better still if you felt its for you.
P.S : I wanna turn this blog into a picture blog very soon, you'll see.
To A : Boy its been long since we last talked & you know, you changed fast enough. As fast as the change i had in my days. Sadly, we don't click anymore, do we? Do you stare at my email, feeling like talking to me like we used to do, random meetups despite the time right now, or sweet talks which gave us a good night sleep? You've changed, & what a sad change in you. But i miss you, a little, alot. )):
To B : Mr Lance Corporal! You're sucha sweetheart, arent you! :D
We talked like in gaps of 3 days or less, how funny. You miss me alot, i know~ *roll eyes* HAHAHAHAHA. Lets see how long you can stand, not talking to me. But thanks for the support these days. You're just the person i thought of, when i'm in dilemma.
To M : You are a freaking weird ass, who never fails to irritate or make fun of me whilst you made me smile in some ways, too. Hanging on the loose with my bestie? Damn you are not friendly at all. (laughs!) Days of you, not stepping on solild earth ground, hopefully it don't rain gumballs! *inside joke* Take care alot later, lose some weight please & see you back in school next year! :D
To Someone On The Dancefloor : I didn't ran away when you asked for my contact number! But i was having lotsa fun when you asked. You're cute. See you when i see you in school! Maybe, maybe not. You can ask me again, if you want to, then. Speaking of luck! *winks*
To BFF! : You're the only one i see that you don't have to be anonymous, actually. You know who you are, jellyfish! :D
I saw your name on Mr N's personal message. *ahem!* explain explain! (laughs)
You're weird & it scares me at times. Expressions on your face might/might not be a lie, but your words sure is pokey! That makes you a weapon, & you rock! Go to Zouk together, darling! XOXO!
To BB : My always-there-on-facebook-when-i-need-you-to matrep. Mmm.. Just a shoutout for you, if you know this is you, good! :D
Well, grow taller, open your ears at times while walking cause you never know when you need to hear out for something, stay cute!
" Oh don't tell me you don't like people calling you cute. Just accept it like that, will you? "
See you when i see you!
Like everything is outta my mind right now, i still wanna whine about the weather, my SP email (!!!!!!), my internet connection & throat.
))))):
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 Will the rules change or would they still apply?
When you guys kept asking me about new school, i'm telling you, its AWESOMEEEE. =D There's nothing much i could comment on, but the new environment is definitely friendly & nothing needs me to worry about. No doubt Singapore Polytechnics is a huge place, but getting lost is part & parcel of it. Nope, i can't get lost in that place anymore, i'm doing great! Did i tell you that i entered into the wrong classroom on the SPICE training day? Mmm.. Looking on the bright side of it, i escaped Flag Day! Back to the dark side, i think i gotta pay back 4 hours of CIP. "-________- My group of friends called MAORI, formed during Sports Club Camp, is drifting away. Deep down inside, so much so that we wanted to say 'Hi', we decided to ignore but just making eye contacts like we're just passerbys? Sadly. Well, thats not my case though.
As for me, i didn't say 'Hi', because since SP is huge, i wouldn't be shocked to see someone who look alike. I just approached one girl whom i thought was someone i knew.
They look fucking alike!!
I decided to just let this blog seemed like its a newspaper for you guys. I can't be bothered to keep this blog like very updated all the time, what is the definition of a blog anyway?
" To write entries in, add material to, & maintain a webblog."
Thats what it is, & adding materials in takes effort which i obviously don't want to. Sweet & simple works for me, a blog for me to speak & for you to feedback. Friendly enough, right?
So i actually admire those bloggers who has like 5 to 6 columns to add materials to, shows that they can be bothered. Doubt they have so much of free time, they actually had those columns filled with interesting stuffs. Hahh! I was once bothered to do so, now i'm turning into sucha lazy pig.
Oh oh! Not lazy, just.. Too relaxed which gradually affects my mood into the extreme end zone! Turned into a super bore, didn't wanna talk to anyone or wanna do anything.
Thats just what happened to me last night, i bet Fazzy had a hard time tryna make me smile. Being an annoyance or not, he still is a jerk to me. *roll eyes*
Cause irritating me makes him happy. Have you had sucha feeling where the other wants to scream so loud or bite off your head so bad, it makes you happy to have the other in that situation?!
Thats how an ass is, for your info.
Currently, i assume all the polytechnics are having quite similar atmosphere these days like the thurday's night ; 16/4, there's a welcome party in SP & i tell you, its a blast!
Shiek Haikel is just an emcee of pure talent, he did awesome in making the campus a happening place.
My hours throughout the party? *eyebrows goes up & down*
Not for many to know. (Laughs) But it sure was good, very good. =)
Little did i know my best friend had some stories which i have yet to know?! Whatever anyway, i don't have to know everything or perhaps, i'll know it sooner or later.
After that party night, days after that had me having a baaaaad sore throat & nothing taste good to me, especially when you're like technically swallowing phlegm in your throat 24/7.
Yucks! Totally unpleasant, very agitated about it. & i sound like a total man, bet my voice can go deeper than some guys in my school.
I need to get rid of it, as soon as possible, cause its spoiling my mood as well. Stimultaneously, it brings me headache as well. Have not mention about the weather, its spinning my head right round.
Boy, i could go on & on but i guess this is all for you to know.
If i were the reason your hopes were shattered like crazy, i am still that caring friend you know & i'll never get away with it. I know what i'm doing, i'm totally conscious about everything.Labels: clear-minded.
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I just had to post another entry today, because my mood is swinging badly. " Find somebody who does it better than he can, someone like me. ", says Guy A.
Call myself overly lucky, i just get treated super nicely almost all the time, perhaps i deserve it, sometimes i feel that i don't. Whats the problem with me, can you tell me what is my problem?
I tell you what i know, then. The problem with me is, i throw good things away 40% of the time, good things which might bring wonders, might bring double happiness.
I threw it away, cause i want something better. I always wanted something better, & i know that something will eventually come.
When it came, i want something a little better than that, if possible.
THIS IS STUPID, THIS IS NOT ME.
I'll BE ALRIGHT BEFORE YOU KNOW IT. Labels: confused.
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 Spotlights on me in the centre of ring like a circus.
SPSU camp is today but i skipped it due to exhaustion, looking at the gap between the most recent camp which is my freshmen camp, its just a day difference. I beg to detest if all camps were made compulsory. *roll eyes* My best friend, Jamie, is already dreading as she sent me a text message saying, " This camp sucks. Like seriously." Maybe she's just on its first day but i doubt thats the reason why. Student Union is like overwhelming crowd, & that don't do the fun.
I killed myself on MSN last night, all the way till this morning @ 4am. All DMIT students were sent all contact lists of every single one involved in DMIT camp & there's like over 100+ & i killed myself with 25 convos to entertain with at least a sentence or two. Its exhausting, but its awesomeeeeeeeee. =D
Today is Bee AKA Mak nenek's birthday! She's from DyliMarcell, & just turned 17! =D " Happy birthday Mak Nenekku! I love you as much, wishing you best wishes in future endeavours, keep the sexayyyyy attitude on stage alive, shall meet you today for your celebration & i believe its gonna be a blast! FYI, up till this time that i'm typing this, i swear i haven't got you a present. (Laughs) I will, later. Once again, Happy 17th birthday darling! " What should i getttttt? *bite fingers* >>>>>>>>>>>>>Sidetrack a little bit<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< Biggest apologies, i can't attend your birthday party! Because my mum treats me like a fool, she say i can't go out because i skipped my camp. WHAT THE FUCCCCCCCKKKKKK is that?! =O
My spotlight is getting brighter each day, & all i have to do is appreciate & staying humble. XOXO!
Labels: pissed.
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 You spin my head right round, right round.
& i'm home from DMIT FOC camp = Awesomeeeeee! Believe it or not, i dread on its first day. (Laughs) I dread on all first day cause you know why? First day is the day where friendships begins with opening up your mouth. You bet i don't. I did. Later on. "-_______- & it worked out well. Very well, indeed. Here's one good example. Us, DMIT peeps are going Zouk on 7th May under the event called 'Lollipop'. Stalk me further, here's my class ; DDM/FT/1B 21 ( Yessss, that is for no apparent reason. Just glad that timetable is up. )
I think blog shall be just for talking & more talking, that'll be it, right? Photos shall be up on Facebook & damn you, for not having one. Right now, i gotta start opening up my mind for some time with choreographing cause you know why? I'm gonna be a guest performer, back in GSS due to their Speech Day. AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! =D See y'all greenridgeans on Speech Day. ( Yes, i agree too that Speech Day is an ass. Ooops! & Good luck councillors. If you guys read this. Its your day to be a bootlicker. Like i used to be. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA. =X )
You missed call my handphone due to misses! See, ain't it great to be truthful already? =D
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 When the clouds are all departed, you'll be right here with me.
I see myself constantly stumbling over the same old thing, a cycle back to square one, over & over again. I say, at times i loved the fact that i'm experiencing such moments while others had none. Apparently, when something is meant to be temporary for the time being, but you are so caught up & head over heels about it, you end up dreaming wonders that might/might not happen. Sadly, that has been a cycle in me. Whats good to know, is that i can be the one controlling the cycle, but i would past something i don't wish to own, when it comes to me as a gift. Supposedly, it seemed like i'm acting foolishly about it, but really, why would i take something i don't want to own? (Feels that i'm beginning to think that all those choices i made, its the right thing. ) =)
Then again, its vice versa. One choice made will affect the other. (Yadaaa yadaaa, blabber blabber blabberrr~ ) Nevertheless, i'm blessed, & when time continue ticking, & days will past, i'm gonna wait till i find something, so right, so real, for me, & only for me? Only then i'll keep it like its mine always, & not a fact that any of you could share it. (I can't wait! You heard that! I can't wait! Its been long. ) Proud to say that i widen my circle of friends faster than the time taken for you to produce the answer of 'What are the different ways of reproduction?' =D I'm definitely feeling alot better after this, alot alot better.
& oh, when something comes your way, & you think its gonna stay, don't be too sure just yet. Trust me, this helps.
Will update you about my weekend this week (4th & 5th April) after i come back from camp, or at least, after i've gathered all the memorable pictures of my handsome birthday boy's party. XOXO! Labels: finally made it clear.
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 A favour, only you yourself could do it, your way. The way you like it.
I'm going solo, improving myself in all lands, till i'm handpicked to join a group of people, thats when i'll technically learn from the better people, in a particular. I cannot forget how Marsh made me interested in bgirling, & it was truly fun having her to coach me like learning 'ABC'. Perhaps if 'toprocking' is A to E, i'm proud to say that i'm currently G to K. (If you understand this analogy.) I'm always learning, i doubt i have a flair in dance, but i know i can make it somewhere, somehow.
I miss Joy Rouge! " OMG your tag in my blog, truly makes my day even if i'm only at 5pm of the day. Your dancework is exhilarating. Wack, some more! " =D
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Gotten a new phone to last for a few more months, especially when school is starting reaaaaaaal soon!
=D
I might not see this blog is alive eye to eye, but i know it was read a couple of times each day. It feels like a loner not to be notified, bloggers know that well enough.
Anywaaaaay, i'll be off for another camp this coming monday, on the 6th till the 9th. Pretty much believes that i can't wait for it.
Yeeeeebaaaaaaaaaah!
I suppose its gonna be just another replica of the previous? It doesn't matter, at least the group of people is a change.
A major change.
& i think, choreographing ain't one of my flair when i'm complaining that my creativity is rotten!
Can creativity be rotten? Can a flair fade off?
I just did a count of eighths to wade robson's & it felt gooooooooooooooooooddd.
Apparently, alot of people are getting use to nightlife, i really think that is a bad sign. HAHAHAHAH.
Fyi, i'm born to be a babysitter! Muaaaahhhh!
XOXO!
(This is random. Entries these days have always been a random one. Proper post next time.)
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