I never claimed to be an angel. I never admit i am a nice person, though i did not hurt anyone even at the slightest bit. Didn't your teachers or someone intellectual told ya that when someone is quiet, one is actually thinking? Facial expression ain't everything, likewise words aren't always accurate. So much that i don't understand why i'm saying all this, but i do know that one whom i call ' The Charming One' has already turned to disgust me more & more, each day. " The shameless person i'm referring to, like only you know, Jamie. " Ony she knows who. The next thing you know, i started bitching about those who changed to becoming the worst. Am i still the nice person, you think? I'm straight, clear-minded, i know what i want, thoughts rush in through my logic like a thousand in a minute. Thus, i seldom made much serious mistakes at anything.
" Nadzzzzz! I miss you zilliion times more than you do! ". I always wonder how do i repay my friends' concern about me when i'm always busy every week. Even if i say, " I'll be free next week onwards already. ", but the truth is, my schedule is always unforeseen. A big big hug & kiss to my 'Visha Momma' for the forthcoming shows for me, considering the fact that it is always VERY last minute, most of the time. =D But then again, i never mind the places for the shows, & mind you, its always very far from my home. (Laughs) Anyway, 3pm later, i'm going back to Greenridge Secondary to take my testimonials & i happen to peep into it this one fine day, considering the fact that i'm an executive member of the student council, i can never be any lesser than mischievous. I saw this one sentence, " Nadzirah has topped in english oral during the Mid-Year Examination & she always takes her own initiative to pick up words to improve her english standards. " (Aaaaww. I loveeeed it.) By the way, my bloody injury has dried up bit by bit, & i could start walking though i shall seem like a 'slow-coach' but honestly, its tiring to walk the way i walk, having these injuries. I still couldn't get the picture erased away from my mind about the very first look at my wound. The speed at the object i'm on, is too fast that i could still feel it, when i ponder about the accident. Then again, my family had me fully taken care of. *winks* My performance during this coming friday @ Orchard Cineleisure for Music Festival, might be cancelled. We dancers are too busy in our own ways & besides, i can't walk so how do i even dance, right? Its too last minute, but this coming saturday is one performance i just can't miss. So, i shall get well as soon as i could. I love you all who wished me 'Get Well Soon'. Some on Facebook who gave me presents, i'm aww-so-touched. =D Toodles! " Boy, you're disgusting me day by day. I'm sooo done with you, you could dream on now. " Labels: independent.
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