 & I define this a happy family. ( Me in green! :D )
You have no idea how much i dread on the first day of camp, when these bunch of Maoris turn those miseries upside down. :D Honestly, who'd thought such faces like that could make my day even in the morning, all the way till late night. & i'm very contented that even knowing each other by faces ( people from other groups ), we could click just by saying something we all know about. & who says Singapore Polytechnic is a boring place? Who says Singapore Poly don't own cute guys? Mat reps in Singapore Polytechnics could speak standard english, where can you find such people? SINGAPORE POLYTECHNICS, BABY! =DDD
I think Facebook won the battle now, when MSN got owned by it. HAHAHAHAHAH. When the common question is " whats your email add? ", now its " Do you have a facebook? " FACE IT! MSN IS A LOSER NOW! This is utterly random, due to feeling very contented with my situation now ( except for handphone problem ), i need to get the spirit ongoing & thats what makes my day an awesome one. :) Since i've come to realise that this is just journaling, i'd better stop.
Goodnight!
Labels: contented ; Maoris
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Decided to back on track with breakdancing (For good. Amin.) & i didn't prove that i'm in love. (Laughs) You people just created your own talks to further talk my love story. :D Perhaps i admit i am in love, which supposedly only lasted for a few weeks, & i let it go. No, i didn't played no game, but i know whats good whats not.
Dydy was awesomeeeee in Urbanfloormix. So proud of him. Bee sayang was sexaaaayyyy with full of attitude on the stage. Anna on the seat beside me was freaking pitching i think i couldn't feel sleepy anymore. HAHAHAHAH. Now i'll admit this is random.
Sleepy. Lack of energy. But, breaking tomorrow! Lets break a leg, Jamie! :D Goodnight.
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 Too drifted from the reality, the ambience out of camping site.
Am finally out of Sports Club Camp. Nevermind the insufficient supplies of clothings that i brought ( Too bodoh to count clothes for 4 days, i counted for only 2 days, whatever for! "-_____- ) Wasn't suppose to get home THIS early that i could be here right now, its a right choice to get home though, cause i had 6 text messages when i got back my handphone, notified 3 was an urgent call. Cantek ah!
& also, upon my early leave, its heart warming to see the faces of " Don't go home so fast pleaseeeee? " =D Keep in touch, baby!
Haven't been dancing for about a month half, & it felt sucky on the dancefloor last night. Freaking moodless for it, so very veryyyyy over it. Hoping that my BFF would get well, with a clear clean mindset that she is the awesome-est babe in Singapore. HAHAHAHAH. Thats just lame, tskk! Anywayyyyyy.. I love Dydy DyliMarcell for inviting me along to watch DancefloorMix Competition with them. Macam tak biase gitu tapi cantekkkk ( Not everyday i get to be personally invited, now thats simply awesomeeeee. ) 3 hours rest from now, should be fine.
& been falling in love over & over & over again, i'm simply fetching my death nearer & nearer. No, not love. Attracted. To one? No, not one. Two? Oops! Perhaps, perhaps. Three? Enough said. Every counts has own comments. You figure that yourself. But i'm perfectly fine, very stable & no urge so far. Mak nenek ( Aunty-like lady ) what people commonly calls me, no doubt its annoying to be called THAT, i'm definitely far from Mentel ( Flirty ).
I really don't need anyone to view my blog so much, neither do i want to close it down, i'm gonna treat this as a session of touch-typing.
Tired, gonna take a nap. I JOLLY WELL AM SO VERY AWARE THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY PICTURES OF MY NEW LOOK, JUST YET. Wait a while longer, before the camera snaps its way, upon the new hair. =D
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 Trippin' on one, hooking on another? No good.
Ever since i lost my phone, my bff is the only hope with the camera for me to eventually update y'all with pictures. Amazingly irritating, right? I know that. I haven't been gone for long right? ( Typed been long for gone, previously. Choo-choo train typing is a skill, man! ) Quite some time, perhaps. Yesterday i went for a hike with Mr Lance Corporal, Bukhari! =D He is seriously unpredictable. Though we finally met for the first time, he tortures me up the hill like hell! He's sweet though to carry my bag, half of the journey. In fact, all the way after my bag is in his hand, he carries `em. HAHAHAHAH. You guys should go Hort Park @ Queenstown someday, really. Its smaller than Botanical Garden but prettier, more clean, & grasses over there, just roll yourself down. Super pretty flowers blooming, you just can't exactly find one of them rotting. Its aaaaall blooming nicely.
& i have to admit, the horror show 'Coming Soon' , is somewhat a waste of time for me. Buk's scaring me is scarier than the show at that moment! (Laughs. When you're timid, nothing is not scary.) It is scary but it all shocks lah. Only watch it when you are having too much free time, alright? My yesterday is all about Buk. & he advices me, " I think you should just go out. Go out with a thousand guys, gerek. You can meet so many characters, you could learn. Then choose who you like. Am i teaching you something? " As usual, whoever i go out with, they seem to tell me their part of life story. Isn't it nice? Buk is definitely cuteeeee & he don't date, he only goes out with people. Cheeky but at times, he's just fooling around but his words are dangerous, he might get you hooked but not me! " Buk, you think you "pow-derful ah? But thanks for the day, i know you love my company. HAHAH! "
I'm not afterall that girly but at times, it just am. So, half of the time, i whine to him while walking up the hill, & always bending down to do my shoe laces. & this is what he said. " I swear it feels like asking Paris Hilton to go hiking with me. " So funny, can! He drew my name artistically, which is gonna take him 4 hours ( I don't know why its gonna take him that long. ) when i couldn't believe he drew the other pieces he showed me. Its unbelievable, so he decided to drew in front of me. " I'm gonna do this now, right at your face! " Yeaaaa, whatever, you grass cutter. A thousand hilarious things i could note down, but he's better to meet than to be told in a story.
Last night, when i was about to go to sleep @ 7pm, BFF called me to go for bleet test today ( I swear i think its called beep test, what do you think? ). No matter how much i feel i've grown lazier, i think its worth doing the test. I'm not set, but i'm gonna go for it. Boo! Labels: walking is exercising
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 When you're loving two, you just can't tell the truth.
I definitely don't miss my old wavy, somehow curly hair but i do think that hair is gorgeous too. =D I feel awesome to wake up & the first sound is some musics, today alone. Like there's nothing to worry about, i really have nothing to worry about, though. I feel that i'm shorter than i used to be, which ain't so pleasant to feel. Still, this is a just my gut feel. Hopefully i ain't shrinking badly. Have you ever counted the number of times you are perfectly satisfied with yourself? When you know the answer is 'not so many', you'd better change that. A friend taught me that if you aren't satisfied with yourself, you'll look old & ugly like dehydrating spongebob. " A sponge itself is just a simple square. Plus its dry, double the boringness to look at it, & more than enough ugly i can bear. ", says a friend of mine. How sweet. =)
Still thinking of changing my blog songs. Thought they seem 'wow', but later on, they sound sickening! HAHAHAHAH. & i love Glenn. *hugs*
XOXO!
Labels: peaceful in the mind.
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I finally realised that my blog here, is like a magazine to others. Good for a couple of days, & when nothing new is up, its done & over.
Gosh i feel naucious right now, but you know what. I finally decided that i'd be truthful FOR ONCE, to the public.
I've never did this before on my blog, where everyone could view, but i guess this is the only way.
I.. Am.. In love.
" So cool! You're in love? ", & thats a question that totally didn't make its way out of the EXIT door. Tsk!
Apparently, this is all in silence. Perhaps my bestfriend would do the trick, but she has yet to know. Or maybe she already know, that she could only console me & give me 'motherly' talks all day.
I'm notttt quite sure who i'm in love to, but i'm out dating this sunday! =D
Not saying i'm back to dating routine but that guy is soooo cute, i swear. You may feel that any guy i talked to, is cute!
HAHAHAHAH. But this guy is simply very nice, thats all.
My bestfriend reminded me that " Go out with him, along with another someone or go somewhere else with him, or you'll get raped! "
Yessss, it sounded silly but she's just too cute to talk like a mother, so that is why she's a bestfriend.
=)
& i am notttt bimbotic in any way. (laughs) I just watch zillions of shows i beat the record of my whole life, that the way they talk in movies, is exactly how you can relate to the way i talk.
Zamir is an awesome funny guy. & he says that i changed alot, but he likes that change in me. =)
Alright, now that i finally confessed, i'm lost for words already & i no longer bother to download any other words, i'm done.
XOXO!
=D I'm extremely elated for nothing at all.
& I ALREADY OWN A NEW LOOK ; SOFT REBONDING.Labels: honesty is wonderful
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Previously, i typed alot in this space, but i backspaced all of it because i feel that its so random. No doubt there's countless of pictures to post up, but i guess Facebook already does the job.
Stalk me further, make a facebook account & i'll see you there.
" Temporary account is totally fine. " =)
My injuries has come perfectly fine, can say its healed but don't be too sure as i did not go for any check-ups nor random clinic visits.
I'm leaving for overseas tomorrow night to attend cousin's wedding. As much as i don't wish to leave Singapore, but i'll be back before you even realise it.
" Jamie & Simoun, stop teasing each other in any ways alright! I'm gonna miss you both! It won't be long, i promise. "
Ever thought how life is, living with someone who isn't from your blood?
I'm telling you, i'm not the one giving hell most of the time, being what they call "rebellious" child, which i'm not even one bit of that!
Whatever happens between YOU & me is not so much of my concern but the moment you said one wrong sentence to my mum & hurt her feelings, i never want to hesitate to shout at your shameless wall face, i never did.
But i also never do, cause you know what?
My mum taught me, that if i ever loved her as a mother, i would never do anything to bring her reputation down nor make a single tear fall.
I've been holding back, raging burning anger from countless situations aaaaall the way back since i was 8 years old.
This is grudges, & thats bad, but you know what?
I'm gonna keep praying that i'll stay peaceful with you, & never ever shout one single vulgar across your face & with my mum's presence.
I'm waaaaaaaaaay better than your kids back there, & i hell know you're unhappy with me cause i got wonders, i got brains.
Keep yourself low, sir, or i'll get my feet on your neck, get you down the place i've always wanted you to be.
& i'm done here.
Stay up for more updates!
XOXO!
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     (My Chingay girls at D'Marquee on a saturday night) 
Those are some pictures of D'Marquee on a saturday night.
Yes, i had a good outing yesterday to Kallang Leisure Park for some iceskating, KBOX when we sing the hell out of our throats whilst taking pictures which i totally adore all of it.
I miss my BFF! & Simoun, Nicholas & Dino.
They're all my bff's clicks but now, they became my friends too. =)
Few reasons why my sunday (yesterday) was an awesome one?
1) KBOX was extremely fun with all those photo-taking in the coolio room. =D 2) Ice skating was my first time, yesterday. & i'm proud of myself that i'm taking slower steps in my slides, could even make a turn by doing that 'V shape' legs. No doubt, yes i fall a couple of times. Yes, injuries. (Laughs) Minor ones, no worries.
Plus it got extremely funny when one of us falls on the ice ground, its a chain reaction. The next will fall on top, & the next too, the next too. I laugh my ass off each time the boys fell. Jamie, so glamourous, so calm, so cool, also fell!
In a unglam manner, she tripped over me each time i fell down. She's like a tiger.
HAHAHAHAH. 3) Swensen was our breakfast/lunch before everything else.
Me & jamie got an approach from a caucasion photographer, who retired from the media industry. He's tryna take some photographies of anything in the world to be professional.
He went out about his models, etc. He took our pics like 3 shots? But it was worth it. Cool experience with him!
Jamie sureeee is elated. I didn't really know what to update about, but i tell ya, i'm feeling warm. Perhaps, fever? Pictures on my sunday outing will be up soon! =)
FREAKING BULLIED. Labels: random again.
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 (OMG don't remind me. I know that pose is sooo unglam.)
Yesterday the 8th, D'Marquee was hot in the house! (Woo!) Food was just a typical dinner type, acitivities like mambo is soooo last season alr. But nevertheless, seeing my very own Chingay Contigent dancers playing it, extremely hilarious & energy is very high on that day. My darling dater, Dydy, was soooo adorable! He actually listens to me, about what to wear, how to dress up, etc. No doubt, he's gorgeous. =D
Dancing with him on the dancefloor, his annoying energy (extremely high all the time) & starts pulling me up the stage to dance while some guys were 'battling' up on stage, he's ridiculous. HAHAHAHAH. " It was fun, darling. Awesome dater! Gonna miss you alot now. Go Dylies! " Kak Zeella was hot, Desmond Vouge is like that, very on & very outstanding, Dylies babies are like that too, all the time, very hyper, very cute, awesome people, i swear. I actually hugged almost every single of the them the moment i come into D'Marquee. GOSHHHH, i miss Chingay. & people, send me those photos soon alright? Oh. " DYDYYYYY! PICTURES! YOU PROMISED ME WITH YOUR CUTE FACE! " =D
Well, i'm getting better right now, & my injury is so annoying! As much as you wanna make babies is as how much i wanna peel off those wounds. Eeeekkkkk! Tomorrow's gonna be another rollerblading session. *cross finger* I'll try my best not to get injured even at its slightest. Phew! & thanks to V Vouge, i'm gonna get that biker jacket! Grrrr.
My darling bff is sooo annoying! Whatever i want, she wants it too! But its all (i swear) pure coincidence. We were both spending the night on our laptops doing online shopping & we kept throwing sites to each other. Thus, people. This basically means PURE LAZINESS. " Butts cannot get up to go out for some walk. Its stucked to the bed. "
Whats for you to wait, is the pictures from D'Marquee Party & upcoming blading session pics. Stay aroundddd!
I'm sorry that you seem to be confused. He belongs to me, the boy is mine. *blow kisses* Labels: doing too good
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Location : In My Room.
Song : Guilty As Charged ; Gym Class Heroes Feat. Estelle
" Jamie darling! Thats for you. & its obvious, by who. "
=DDDD
Anyway, i'm out to warn people, not to make me angry even at the slightest bit.
Its a damn wrong move to make, & i vent anger in an absolute explosive way. Do it or be the nice person you've always been.
Labels: random.
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 I never claimed to be an angel. I never admit i am a nice person, though i did not hurt anyone even at the slightest bit.
Didn't your teachers or someone intellectual told ya that when someone is quiet, one is actually thinking?
Facial expression ain't everything, likewise words aren't always accurate. So much that i don't understand why i'm saying all this, but i do know that one whom i call ' The Charming One' has already turned to disgust me more & more, each day.
" The shameless person i'm referring to, like only you know, Jamie. "
Ony she knows who. The next thing you know, i started bitching about those who changed to becoming the worst.
Am i still the nice person, you think? I'm straight, clear-minded, i know what i want, thoughts rush in through my logic like a thousand in a minute.
Thus, i seldom made much serious mistakes at anything.
" Nadzzzzz! I miss you zilliion times more than you do! ". I always wonder how do i repay my friends' concern about me when i'm always busy every week. Even if i say, " I'll be free next week onwards already. ", but the truth is, my schedule is always unforeseen. A big big hug & kiss to my 'Visha Momma' for the forthcoming shows for me, considering the fact that it is always VERY last minute, most of the time. =D But then again, i never mind the places for the shows, & mind you, its always very far from my home. (Laughs) Anyway, 3pm later, i'm going back to Greenridge Secondary to take my testimonials & i happen to peep into it this one fine day, considering the fact that i'm an executive member of the student council, i can never be any lesser than mischievous. I saw this one sentence, " Nadzirah has topped in english oral during the Mid-Year Examination & she always takes her own initiative to pick up words to improve her english standards. " (Aaaaww. I loveeeed it.) By the way, my bloody injury has dried up bit by bit, & i could start walking though i shall seem like a 'slow-coach' but honestly, its tiring to walk the way i walk, having these injuries. I still couldn't get the picture erased away from my mind about the very first look at my wound. The speed at the object i'm on, is too fast that i could still feel it, when i ponder about the accident. Then again, my family had me fully taken care of. *winks* My performance during this coming friday @ Orchard Cineleisure for Music Festival, might be cancelled. We dancers are too busy in our own ways & besides, i can't walk so how do i even dance, right? Its too last minute, but this coming saturday is one performance i just can't miss. So, i shall get well as soon as i could. I love you all who wished me 'Get Well Soon'. Some on Facebook who gave me presents, i'm aww-so-touched. =D Toodles! " Boy, you're disgusting me day by day. I'm sooo done with you, you could dream on now. " Labels: independent.
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 Its a bitch that i got injured last saturday,
Its an ass that i got scolded!
Its a sunshine when little people come together & gave their advices in a thousand different ways.
Its a blessing to have sucha great BFF who wasted her energy to handle me with total care.
Its a privilege to have friends around who gave the exact same advices at times when they know you are down & weak.
Thanks to :
- Simoun, for his energy to carry me on his back, all around. Very nice of him. Very very nice.
- Jamie, my darling bestie. Doing the 'admin' part of the situation. HAHAHAHAH. :D You know what i mean.
- Fadzly, as usual, worried like mad, concern like hell.
- Azahari, the one who scolded me upside down. Not expected, but.. Concern? Sureeeee.
- Alus.K, the photocopy machine. HAHAHAH. She gave me the exact same bunch of advices. She scolds too, but in a nice & gentle manner.
- Anyone who plays a part like Luqman, Mirabelle sweetheart, ahh who else? My family esp. grandma!
AFTERMATH...
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Jamie : Everytime, you know! Sureeee got accident one. Butt pain lah, boobs pain, here pain, there pain. Don't go out with you, can?
Azahari : Who ask you ride the bike! Huh! Huh! Huh!
Mother : OMGGGGG come inside, go toilet first. Go go.
AD : Now which part is in pain? This means no more sexy legs lah?Labels: echooooooo
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