Finally, after much dreadful complaining about my worries, i'm finally done with my photoshoot for DVDE. (L)
I couldn't thank Mr Lance Corporal enough because he sacrifice his handsome suit to be an idiot for my photoshoot. Initially, that wasn't the plan. But then again, it worked out well enough.
Thus, its a new chapter where i'm gna worry much about photoshop.
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Today, i planned to asked my bestfriend (Jamie) out to add colours to her Saturday. I still feel the tiredness from yesterday's whole day photoshoot with Mr L.C, but when its something that you love to do, you wouldn't mind doing so, its like whatever it takes, isn't it? :)
I'd thoought of meeting up with Soldier boy but he's.. *shrugs*
I don't know, well let it be. I'd missed him alottttt! =D
Anyway, i was telling Mr L.C something when we walked along Orchard Road last night.
SINGAPORE GREAT SALEEEEEE! (L)
Exactly. & being broke right now, isn't a good thing. At all. ):
You have no idea how it feels, not to have new clothes, new accessories, new items on you. Its depressing much.
" So its that why you are happy tonight? I'm gonna get you an ice cream then. ", says Mr L.C.
=D
He can be that random just to add on to your flavor.
Currently, i'm not getting a good internet connection, back here in my room. Thus photoshoot later is gonna mean that i'm carrying an extra 2.5kg of weight on me instead of just my DSLR. ):
Not to forget, i can't sleep on saturday night which is today, to finish up my Web Publishing assignment, due on sunday midnight.
What a threat, just what a threat. I'm gonna be exhausted any minute i wouldn't know, just keep me strong.
Most importantly, keep me happy.
& i will, because i just got myself Gossip Girl Season II. (!!!!)
=DDD
Before i forget, i still have Kak wid's photoshoot with her national soccer player boyfriend, Afiq.
I'll be alright, you know i'll be alright..
XOXO, N!Labels: exhilarated.
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Alrighttttt, before anything, i would like to let you know, that this is my new blogskin. (Laughs!) I'm sucha sucker.
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It looks abit a little bit weird somewhere, or perhaps the colors? I'll figure that out soon. & basically, i changed too many codes while trying to beautify the previous skin, making it more vibrant & lively in a way, i end up damaging it & never retrieved it back. One portion of a code really kills it all, you gotta learn that.
Nevermind that already. Its currently 1am right now & apparently i'm still awake due to my procrastination. Its really bad if you wanna know why, because i know it so damn well its happening to me all the time! (Phewww!)
Got some script writing to get over & done with but..
Don't you feel its dreadful when most of your modules require you to make a story? :O
Of course filming is all about stories but.. The idea of perfection refrains me from typing a story away.
I'm still on a blank sheet. ):
Talking the brighter side of my day, soldier boy sent me home today! (L)
He is too much of a sweetheart & he doesn't need a handsome suit to impress me, i'm already growing fonder of him each time he melts my heart.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
I'm getting so mushy alr. Pffftt. *roll eyes*
Adding on, he'd rather carry my bagpack, my camera & my marking board instead of carrying me. ):
Thats because he doesn't want me to be a lazy person.
"Fine fineeeee, i've had more than 3 people calling me a pig. Soldier, you wanna be part of them too? "
My gawdddd, depressing! But he's extremely sweeeeetttt. & sickening too.
Then again, i don't care! (((((:
Tomorrow is gonna be my photography shoots for Digital Visual Design assignment, & thanks to Lance Corporal for wanting to accompany me. Since soldier boy can't make it there for me, NS is soooo irritating!
Enough ranting!
I'm gonna rush through my script.
Pardon me, this is sucha a lame & boring post. Gotta go!
XOXO, N! Labels: Overwhelmed.
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I miss my long fringe, oh dear. *feeling blue*
Today is the day where i'm gonna sit down & rescheduled & rearranged my schedule into a more convenient one. Damn, i'm kinda stressed up when i think of, datelines that i'm suppose to chase.
):
God, give me strength & BRAINNNNNNNNN. I need a good brain now.
For me to remember each time i visit here, i'm gonna take note of this.
WEDNESDAY- Dance
THURSDAY- DMIT Meeting & claim camera
FRIDAY - Hand up Script writing assignment
SATURDAY- Photoshoot.
All the best to me!
XOXO!Labels: tensed
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That photo? When i was fifteen. So active in performing for companies' big events, people's birthday, etc. Missing that. Don't talk about money, but if you ask me, wellllll~ Good pay. (laughs!) =D
My days have been revolving around my soldier boy. My apologies for being too 'soldier here, soldier there' but what have you got to deny that soldiers are extremely hottttt. I've got nothing to say though, actually. But you should know, i'm gonna resume my running habit again! Starting today, after school, on the tracks. 20 rounds maybe? Hey, i am capable of that, suckers. Don't look down on me. *roll eyes*
& its been quite sometime since i last danced but this coming wednesday like 2 days after today, they''ll be audition for SP Dance, i think. Or is it just HipHop class but i'm thrilled. Bring me down to earth, i didn't even for one second raise my nose in the air. I know who i am & where i stand. I'm not the best, but i'm good in my own ways. & who says only guys can breakdance? For one minute, i thought, what is so thrilling that i chose to join the Bboy class last week? =O Either you're sexist or... Just too stucked up. So, shoo!
Somebody, tell me where to download Gossip Girl's episodes? Cause thats the only thing that keeps me awake for long. & soldier boy is off to jungle. AGAIN. -__________-
XOXO!
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Hey everyoneeeee~
My soldier boy is back? (laughs)
Sweeter as ever, has got the cheek to give me a surprise that is almost invincible to locate. Sickening dude. *roll eyes*
Today is not a gossiping day, but even if i do, i never got myself into trouble. Because its not proven unless your name is written, right? *winks*
So anywayyyy, some normal updates for you first. I'm currently so stucked up with Adobe Dreamweaver CS4 (hot stuff!), & i have too many distractions with me but mind you, its some important distractions like handphone.
It can never stay in my bag for long.
This is boring stuff, enough said.
So soldier boy is talking to me about (L)? *eyebrow goes up & down*
What do you all think? Looks or heart? Perhaps both? But if someone lack in one of it?
Take it? Leave it?
Weeeeeeeeeeellllll, i'm hanging this, leaving it in the air, because i'd got no answer for this. We'll see.Labels: distracted
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I start off my day by feeling extremely exhausted due to recent constant visit to Sports Club. Its really meant for active people who couldn't sit still at all. Thats for you, you should have realised it earlier.
& what felt like heaven is that, i wake up to hear the sound of classical. *tsktsktsk!* Wonderful, beautiful.
I didn't go to school today, for your information. Besides the dreadful video shootings all thurdays, doubt i can stay happy all day thursday. I'll get moody after 3pm.
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Tiringgggg! Dreadful!
As you all know that today is a thursday, Soldier is back tomorrow for meeeee! =DDD
This is funny. Me & Mr Soldier, we don't know each other much. Then again, it doesn't seem to matter. Ain't that sweet? & & he knows me by the face, but i don't!
That always happens to me. This also shows that i don't always make the first move in making friends. (laughs)
Well, i do, sometimes.
He'll be back. he'll be back. But boy i'm sorry that i've been wanting him too much while he's in the jungle. (giggles) Constant entertaiment lohhh that man!
My other soldier aka Lance Corporal in Maju Camp? HAHAHAHAHA!
He's always being an ass, that i no longer wanna disturb him much. He is left with 4 more months, he said? =)))
Beloved beloved beloved brother.
" You say you'll pay for my ticket to catch dikir barat hor! Love you. Now go eat more grass patch in camp. "
=D
Now, this is for Mr MatRep.
: Its funny how you go bonkers due to some little hiccups for you currently. Oops! But then, there's nothing wrong with you. & i've told you, only you could change it. So change it to suit everyone. I know, at times, you're a little tak betol in the brain (laughs), but if such changes are not wrong, let it be. Then they'll suit themselves to your change.
Back to square one, ain't it? Feel better now.
XOXO, Miss Piggy.
(because of you, i accept that nickname, you understand asshole? Grrr~ )
I'm beginning to love XOXO Exclusive. Thanks to Gossip Girl.
=D
What a life, full of roses. May this last, for as long as it could because i've been a good girl.
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Spotted in Singapore Polytechnics. Now ranging above 16yrs old on the whole, talking `bout maturity? Nayyy, don't talk about it.
Cause if you're hitting on your acquaintances, save your saliva & just stop it. Totally not appreciated, because if you think you're making others as your fishes, you'll be a sushi one day, believe me.
& if you wanna be real, be a friend. A NORMAL friend, or not at least be nice. Too much to ask for? Jolly well bugger off or wait for your cook to make you into a sushi.
You'll get hit back, you'll see.
I'm too ambitious? Too ' no actions, just words '? This are only meant for words, cause if you want actions, sorry. I can't demonstrate. I had my ass clean, & will always be clean.
Now what? Made me one of your fishes? If it makes you happy la huhhh. Whatever la huhh. Good day la huhhh.
*roll eyes*
XOXO, Exclusive.Labels: exclusive
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Today, i'm gonna do for SP's dance audition & according to bff, she says, the choreo is like audition for babies. (laughs)
Yesssss, she is evil. =P
Nevertheless, the important thing is still, being humble. I shan't talk much later, i'll do with those 'baby steps'. Who knows who is behind it? *shrugs* Just do with it, lets do with it.
Web publishing, web publishing, web publishing also means more codes, more codes & more codes. -_____-
Now that you've heard my trouble, help me someone, pleaseeee? Thank you.
Anywayyyyy, this morning @ 7:30am, my Soldier went into the jungle & would only be back on friday. ))):
He made a promise, to come home as fast as he could *roll eyes*, & bringing me to cousin's house the next day. (Jumps for joy!)
How sweet of him to throw in a bunch of words through my email, my MSN, my handphone, my Facebook. That makes it like he promised me everywhere! =D
Come home soon, come home soon, come home soonnnnnnn~
Should you have wonder, what do you think is my choice? =DDD Its on Friday, June 19th @ dbl O. How honoured i am to be invited. I'm exciteddddd.
So i'm saving all my love for you. *misses*
What's man to do, when he's loving two. He don't wanna lie, but he can't tell the truth. : tell you what, listen to your heart. One has to lose out, don't be too sorry, you don't want to lie, do you? One would appreciate your whole-heartedness to love. That's from me to you.
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A few stolen moments, is all that we share. But no other man's gonna do. I'd rather be home feeling blue. But thats just an old fantasy.
Come home fast, young man! XOXO! Labels: misses.
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 Sooner or later, your senses will come back real. You'll start thinking if whatever you did looks good on you, or the otherwise.
Because you know that everything shall happen for a reason, i want to know why such commotion happens over there at my tagboard. Sick, isn't it? Whats their problem, really? Since it makes no sense to me why that is happening, & this dude is constantly coming back to my tagboard to spit another few sentences, what deal is that? Explanation! Evidence! Solid form of evidences! That dude can't get all that, i'm sure of it.
" Excuse me, you over there. Doing such stupid deeds for a friend, you're making yourself look bad? Do you know what you're doing? Is this something new to you? My goddd you're pathetic! Damn your friend, man! You know those matrep/minah talking with me don't work. BECAUSE I DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND WHAT THAT MEANS! "
PERIOD!
Anyway, breaking session yesterday was somehow awesome. Apart from a 2-hour-chasing-after-the-little-bboy-deal which always is gonna happen! I come to realise that, i can do those things better if i would wna do that more often. Damn all those laziness of mine in the past. How i pledge to come for breaking session but ended up breaking it? (laughs) Yesterday was benefitial, though i got sleepy at the end. Despite hurting my right wrist which i didn't make use of, at all, breaking session has never been dreadful to me. Its the only time where i see myself pushing myself harder.
& academic wise, i have yet to get around that audacity music software. Not that it is tough to use, but i get agitated each time some things get caught up & its all work done by my fingers, i just wanna beat it so much. As for photography, i was wondering if i could borrow my cousin a DSLR? (Shikin, if ya're reading this.) But on the whole, school is still rocking like its first day. =DD
I wanna shop so bad already! :(
When i thought you're just another someone i would say hello to, you prove to me that you're definitely more than that. (L)
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Ask me what i want, tell me what i need.
Ask me if you're nice, tell me if i'm sulking.
Help me, help me, help me. ):
So many friends i could turn to, so many new friends i could ask about their hobbies.
So many words i can say to make you smile, only one sentence i could take, to make my day.
I'm neither in dilemma nor in big trouble.
I just wanna know myself now, what am i thinking, what am i craving for.
Ask me, make me ease, make me feel comfortable with you, you'll know it all.
You you you.Labels: moody
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Hey everyone~
I want to agree so much that hate tagging is boringgggg~ -_____- & if you're guilty as charged, i'm more of less enough to be dumb-founded. As you know, i have no idea why some people don't mind hate tagging.
" Tak memuaskan sey kacau-kacau orang tak tentu pasal. ", means it makes absolutely no sense at all (!!!!) to interupt into people's tagboard. (blerghhhh!)
Anywayyyyy stopping hate tags are just like stopping downloaders, to download whatever entertainment they need, supposedly illegal. ( I'm obssessed with copyright laws. Sorry.)
Ah! Adding on more to that, it is indeed the same cause downloading whatever you want for your entertainment, its fun!
Just like hate tagging. Unfortunately, i have yet to understand the fun of it.
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Apparently, it is not true that i'm absolutely awesome in dancing. I just happen to do, perhaps, fairly awesome. Then again, nothing is the best when there is sure to have someone better. *winks*
Guess who i met yesterday?
=DDD
My bestfriend, Jamie!
The most awesome girl who understands me in & out. *gives the whatever face* (laughs)
Poor her, the fact that she is so open which putting into simple term, too sexy (!!!), she was being disturbed by the guys from Sports Club.
Screaming & yelling like a mad woman, i couldn't do much because i was down with pressure with Critical Thinking Skills presentation.
Check out my topic ; Programmers are not to be blame.
Interesting? My mother's foot! But indeed, it somehow makes me happy that i know something all of you barely understands. I finally cleared the gushing of assignments for this week (AGAIN). I'm proudddddd, i'm proud much.
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All this definitely not possible without the presence of :
- Facebook, releases your tension when its like half of SP-ians are found there)
- Insan, yet to be a Lance Corporal but currently, not seeing that coming at all? HAHAHAHAHA. But he is an awesome great help to my assignment. Endless thank you to him.
- Jamie, my loveliest woman ever who decided to find me even at the last minute of evening, stayed with me till i partly finishes my assignments.
- Rina Phelia Yasin Khaz Imah, bunch of jokers as one who basically laugh their nights off beside me while i'm on the phone with Insan. Without them, there might actually be no Jamie i suppose, their presence are greatly important there.
- Bam Bam, jantan paling mak nenek, offers bubble gum on the way home at night yesterday & also, on the MSN, on the phone, sharing & throwing frustrations at each other. Funny much.
Didn't i told you i've been enjoying myself much? Hoping that this stays for long, cause i think this is heaven.
=DD
P.S : I think In.Rock is an absolute funshine, don't you think, funshine? You're my angel!
=DLabels: blissful
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 Its a lonely road to travel & a heavy load to bare.
Have i told you that i ain't no jellyfish? Cause its proven when i got my legs on a 15year old boy by his neck, down at where i wanted him to be. Idolising or stalking someone is much more acceptable than lying about your identity, pretending to be someone else. I tell you, it felt so good to be mean to someone like that, i just did. What more with a help of my favourite Mr Lance Corporal, its a good game.
" Had enough shame, little boy? Pass your O's first. You just proved to me `bout your stupidity, as much as i don't wanna think like a meanie. " =DDD
Right, so now, its just another week of rushing assignments. Those just come flushing every week & all i need is enough strength. But i'm so concerned about my weight. -____- (Insan's gna preach on me if he know about this. Haha!) Who wouldn't, right? I do not only handle with one health issue, i've got more, just for me to know, for you to ask. I'll be fineeee.
The way life it is for me right now, its brilliant in all ways. Hoping that it'll never fade away, i'll work on it to maintain, because i've never had sucha longgggg happy week. & the highlight for this week is, I SCORED A GOAL! Soccer is stress-free, i shall admit it now.
I admit i'm still on it too, was it too special? But i'm so sorry girl, cause he's yours, i know.
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When i think of what i've had, my mind really went lost.
I can't help to put a break down, i didn't cry. =)
So beautiful, but its just a story.
That day was its present, now its a past.
XOXO!Labels: pondering.
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 Sexually, mentally, physically & emotionally. I'll be like your medicine.
Stressing on something supposedly not worth a thought for, i love my hair. (laughs) Pardon. Eeeeeekkk! You know, sometimes i wonder what i'm worth for. I know right, this is really like on a personal note. But take a good look around. Do you see the 'less attractive' people getting the same treatment as those who got looks? What got me thinking about this when i realise that i've been disturbing people for nothing at all. Yessss, guilty as charged.
Whats more, a friend talks to me about handsome suit, you heard? Really, looks matters alot huh? Somewhat thats sad but true, indeed. I confirmed that it has nothing to do with human instinct. (sigh) It got me thinking for quite some time today, that i think i'm left with no words to illustrate further about this.
I should stop this nonsense about joining people, "disturbing" others. I promise.
Does going with the flow means associating, also? Man, this is hard.
Also, perhaps after today, you might wanna ask me, what is my CCA? To be honest, without CCA alone has gotten be busy enough. Then again, everyone is buzzing about CCA points which got me coming to a conclusion that having one CCA is a wise thought.
" Speaking of the devil, i'm so excited to see Sheik Haikel, Ashley Goh & Mazlan in SP showcasing dance. "
Should, should not, join the SP dance family. *wonders* But you know, its definitely important to enjoy what you're about to commit to.
Adding on, i'm not fat. Just seriously bloated! My body shape stays but my stomach is bloated. Now that got me thinking that i'm fat because it looks very unsightly when i have my clothes on. Sit ups helps. Really. =)
I'm gna fast tomorrow.
XOXO! Labels: contented
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Didn't you know that i've grown to extremely love weddings? =DDD
Well, you'll know why. I think. (laughs) Well, its picture blog over here, today. & of course, DSLR in my hand, 180 pics are placed in my FB, just this wedding event alone. Didn't i told you to get an account?
Now you know why. Cause boyyyyy ya're losing out alotttttt on my current affairs.
*winks*
PICTURE BLOG!
I cut my fringe shorter because is covering my eyes & its irritating! So.. Now my fringe is above my eyes & below my eyebrows, one word. GORGEOUS! =D It doesn't matter anyway, does it? -__________-"
Alright alright, i'm gna show you why i love wedding soooooooo much. =D This current wedding event, well.. To me, its pretty much tradisional but at the same time, atmosphere is kinda lively & it actually put a wide smile on my face. I was asked to be a 'kendarat', one who picks up your empty plates after you salivate the delicacy of those buffets.
Am i even explaining? -________-"
     " kakak Nadz sayaaaaang Idzwan! " =DDD
& have i told you about the software, ooVoo? Take a look at this.
Nice isn't it? To illustrate more, this software works exactly like MSN messenger. Its special function is that, you could webcam up to 6 people. Its extremely fun at first, but i have yet to get use to it. Didn't really like it much. So i'll stick to MSN for now.
Find me a nice simple blogskin, will you? ): Labels: eggcited.
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